Be Yourself

Brothers and sisters of Zion, I pray that this image doesn't make your hearts fail by the lack of order on the page. In this post, if Ahaya permit, I will share all that He has shared with me.

I woke up one morning to a broken half-circle type of shape. If you look at the drawing at the bottom right of the picture above, that is what I drew. A whisper in my mind said that it was an infinity symbol and that I should draw what I saw projected on my wall. That is exactly what I did. A still voice in my heart then went further as to say as to restore the infinity symbol and put the whole picture into perspective. Thus did I obey. The voice then felt with me that there would be concepts and precepts brought into my mind to briefly explain the picture. I wrote down as many as were brought to my mind.

After the half-broken circle disappeared, a menacing sight was projected on my wall. The voice was with me and I felt no fear at what I saw. There was a wicked serpent that pointed downward with his mouth opened and there seemed to be a network of goo proceeding out of it. This network was altogether slimy in appearance, but it was sticky like unto a spider's web. The still voice shared his concerns for this sight because within the network of goo was a worm that glowed. It would slide its way between the lower reaches of this network and a place that was closer to the serpent's mouth which was at an angle.

Before I explain the first projection, please understand that it is something that is quite plain and explained more in-depth as time goes on. The first projection can be explained like this,

The world is a reflection of how we view our own lives.

As we view certain amounts of weight, then there are internal events and aspects of our lives with a similar weight.

(i.e. "A person believes that the world is ending, but in reality, they are going through a period of change, loss, or turmoil. The world may very well be changing, but not according to their concept of utter destruction.")

In the image, you will see an infinity symbol. This symbol is eternity, which is why it is labeled so by the marking above the picture. There are four points marked on the infinity symbol itself. The first[1] refers to eternity, or the infinity symbol itself. The second[2] marks the space between the apparent CenterPoint and where the last two points interact. The third[3] point refers to two symbols. The first of the third point is the firm, miniature, second infinity symbol. The second of the third point is the tiny star that seems to be falling out of it. The fourth[4] point is the third, miniature, infinity symbol that is kind of hard to see.

Within eternity[1], things are about to finish their cycle so that things can start anew[2]. We sit in the part of eternity where a star falls[3] from eternal glory into an ever failing/waning reality[4].

This is what I was moved to write concerning the photo above,

The diagram on the previous page suggests from an internal perspective that my restoration is almost complete(1). I am at a period of time where I lost the "old man" or who I used to be. It may also mean that during the last days, as I come into who I am, I am some kind of entity that will bear witness to the destruction and survival of two dual realities that once co-existed.

• Perhaps it is also a warning to clean my life up, or else I will be subject to a fading reality and will also cease to exist.*

Looking at the specific area where the realities split, it is relatively close to the center.(1) Notice that there still is some space between that area and the renewal area.

While I was writing this, the precepts between the warning and the glowing serpent connected. The still voice in my heart shared with me that the reason that the network of goo and the light worm glows is that it is meant to catch those is a state of heavy darkness. By pretending to give light it attracts those who seek light in the dark, and once they are trapped in the network of goo the serpent would retract the goo and consume the individual. The individual suffers a much worse fate because they are not only destroyed from the outside, but the light worm from the network of goo enters into them and consumes them from the inside. If one cannot discern true light, then they will fall into this device.

I can not say that I have been making these things up, because frankly, I have proof that this really did happen. I do not have pictures from that day, but I do have pictures from another day that a similar incident took place. I still do not know the meanings of that particular incident.