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I'm autistic and I'm 22 years old high functional. pray for me, I'm moving to a new place, I feel that God is moving me away from all my family. Give me encouragement. Pray also that my move goes well. Encourage me, I really need it. My parents are very overprotective, but I feel that there holding me back from my blessings. I have no guardianship because I'm highly functional. So I act like a regular person. So my mom and dad had a dream that I disappeared and was gone. My mom dreams I disappeared and a couple of years later she saw me at the mall with a construction suit. In my dad's dream, I disappeared and was working at the gym but I was injecting steroids. But I knew it wasn't just a dream it was a sign. Later on, this video popped out, and I clicked it. It wasn't a coincidence, the holy spirit led me to hear because I'd been thinking about leaving my family. My fear is that they called the police on me and my blessing is ruined, sad, and depressed. Please help me asap, what you think. I'm seeking an answer, I am highly functional completely. I feel that the doctor lied because I have anxiety, I don't think I have autism. Life is just so hard that I'm in pain and brokenness, which is causing me to masturbate as an escapist from all this brokenness and pain. I have more potential without my parents controlling me. I need my own space, they never give me my space. I need help ASAP!!!!!